Day Dreamz

FUCK! im so stuck.. Just my luck -_- Usually by now i would have given up but im consumed by infactuation. But being infactuated isnt something to be congradulated. I wanna take a shot but im afraid i might miss, that risk, is somethin I could possibly regret taking. But what if this is worth jumping for? What if i take that shot and score? I cant take another beating cause my hearts already sore. Maybe im prone to over analyzing, but with a body so mezmorizing, i cant help but over think a little wink that was probably an accident. Old Face, New Butterlies. It failed once, this is my second try. Shes so hurt because of those other guys that its hard for her to believe me when i say ill never lie. Ill only be real, so thats why im not afraid to let these emotions spill. Bottled up to the top with nervousness, and everytime she smiles it worsens it. I try to act all cool and bad but she doesnt know that in reality she melts my swag. She has me love sick and im about to gag.. Buts its not the type of love that my mom has for my dad, its the type of love that ill always have for her cause no matter what she’ll have my back. Freinds or Foe. Stranger or Lover. Far away or Close. Naked or Clothed. Toasted or Froze. Too Fast Or Too Slow. Rain or Snow. Just know, that even if you wanted me to leave i couldnt go. Even tho this Movie keeps changing scenes. You Remain in my DayDreamz.. - DayDreemz 

Come follow me to the back rooms of my mind where i keep my craziest thoughts growing like a vine. Open me up and you see the brink of insanity. I know im one of a kind so i embrace this vanity. Ill show you love with its greatest attachments. Ill show you pain with its greatest lesson. I can show you loyalty until the day my heart stops. But you have to read between the lines. This sober face can hold its place until you turn you back. Im not far from crazy but id rather be happy crazy than miserably sane. The way i think makes me stand out in this never ending sea of dull people. When i think of life i think of death. When i think of sucess i think of the chances of failure. I wouldnt want someone to completely understand me because then i wouldnt be worth as much. I take pride in being different because being different always makes a difference. I can adapt to a situation quickly by putting myself in someone elses shoes. I live with the golden rule embroided in my mind so that i can relate to everything without having the weight of the world. This way of thinking makes me think before i say and think before i react. I am a supressed explosion of creativity and love but i havent found my fuse. I think anything is possible if you have the right drive. People wonder why certain people do certain things but i dont question their motives, i just listen to the reason and accept it as it is without confusing myself trying to figure out why. It is what is is. Ill always be like this. Ill never change because im always changing. And as crazy as it may seem, These are my DayDreamz. - DayDreemz

I love my parents. I’m blessed to have the perfect one. Of course we don’t agree all the time but nobody ever does. Ill always respect them and there words. And when the time comes ill provide them with a laid back last half of their life because they deserve it. My mom is the strongest person I know and I love HER more than any other human being in the world. No matter how old or har far I go ill still call her ma, or mommy idgaf. There is no woman like her. When there was the time we didn’t have anybody we had her. I’m lucky to have a mom that makes a positive impact on everyones she meets life. I’ve learned a lot of my caring qualitys from her and she has always taught me never to disrespect women no matter what. She’s the best there is no contest.

I only got 1 BEST friend and thats all i need. He’s my nigga, my brother, and there is no other. He know if he ride with me ill die for him. (no homo) Nobody goes above him cause you cant any higher. I love makin friends but This is one spot only one person can have. You get 45 % of the money. If i say im bout to go buy me a whip you know i mean US a whip as in 2 of thos mofos. Anything i have you got it. Anything i get im sharin. Your my first fan and my biggest. Your the only persons who’s opinion means shit. No matter where or how far i go you comin. And when that deal comes and they wanna send me somewhere ima tell them muhfuckas they better have two plane tickets cause i aint doing shit with out my man. He’s gunna be famous just for being there. Family is everything. All those burn outs will pay off one day. Just keep rollin’em up and soon enough you wont have to worry about shit. We just gotta ride till that road comes. 

My hearts thumpin hard. I admit this wiff of infatuation’s scent has never caught me THIS off gaurd. This time I’m shockingly phased as her beauty sends me into a daze and my heart stops cold. Her smiles so bold, cause she could really give a fuck. I’m so stuck but wiggle my way out her spell. If she only could tell, how her smile makes my heart swell and her laugh make me smile big. But the only thing I can do right now is hold it in. But isn’t that how it begins? And friends and soon as a BROTHER so I slip in a couple complements to keep my feeling undercover. I could complement you all day about how I think every inch of you is perfect to me and how nothing you can say willl ever make me leave. Even if you hate me ill still care. Your unaware of the power you have to make me lighter than air. Fuck these butterflies cause I have a feeling they will just die and sink to the bottom of my stomach like the rest. But your beauty still has me obsessed in confess. It hurts me to know your hurting. So hopefully I can get a smile on that face with all my flirting. Ill try my damn hardest to keep you happy but I ain’t perfect. But if you give me a chance perfect ill pursue because your worth it… - DayDreemz

I wish you could know me. I wish they knew me. I wish I didn’t have to speak and you can read my mind so you can see how honest I am. I wish I had the words to know what to say to you. I wish I had the qualities. I wish I had a million dollars to blow so I could buy my family and friends whatever they wanted and just buy myself Oz of good shit to burn. I wish I had my own planet so I could start my own race of people where no one see’s color but instead the discrimanation is against Fake and Real people. I wish my Dreamz where real. I wish I didn’t Dream as much. I wish I could touch a star and travel space. I wish I had someone to travel space with me. I wish I had you and I wish you wanted me. I wish I could find her. I wish I could show you the world. I Wish I make you my world. I Wish I could make you feel like the only girl in the world. I Wish I didn’t have to Wish. - DayDreemz